revealing weekend

it has been a revealing weekend..
it took me about a day to really process the things that happened..
the secrets revealed made me see things in a different way..

was i disappointed? no..
it was more like "i would have never suspected it"
maybe i was too naive? maybe my expectations are too high?

in the end.. i'm just glad that this was the weekend i chose to go back to church..
i need Him now more than ever..
and everything seems to keep showing that i just have to hang on to Him, the only constant, sure thing in my life..

then, after hours of digesting the information..
i also came to the conclusion that all things .. and i mean every single little thing.. that happened in my life, happened because He has a divine purpose behind it..

yes it's obvious and it's been repeated so many times it has now become a cliche..
but how many of us really acknowledge and understand it, and see it really happening in our daily lives.. realizing every moment of it?

things that may be considered as inconvenience, things that may seem less pleasant in life.. are there because they need to be there..
one day, some day.. you'll look back and realize its significance..
i see that now.. and to that i say "thank You, Lord.."